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I thought this digital periodical should be the opposite of the ‘political theater’ version gracing my website.  The focus here will be what America can accomplish with a political system pushing her to do better on behalf of all her citizens.  In that spirit I will make this version an upbeat idea filled publication for the ages…

Issue 4:  Do or Do Not!

Forgiveness before I begin.  Times are changing and I must be on record demanding that children going about being children must have champions in their corner.  Children shouldn’t be exposed to adult considerations.  Children should not dread crossing the outgoing steps of their front porch.  Parents should not say goodbye to their children, watch them go into school and hear from a total stranger that their child has been whisked away by angels into God’s heavenly glory.  The cause of their child’s death being so unbearable that their soul wants to escape their body and cover them with love while denying their child’s death is real.

Forgive me further for saying this.  If a Republican politician, so-called church friend, Republican neighbor and voter is okay with the innocent among us dying to keep them in power; then a Republican is a soul slayer!  Check this out.  I’m currently 4/5 the way through my Master’s in Addiction Counseling.  Were some of the requirements to meet irritating to me, sure.  The good money I’ve spent to achieve the sort of credentials to help even more people suffering mental illness and substance abuse disorders weighing on my ambitions?  Sure they do.  Do I think in the end it will be worth the good I will bring to the world?  Dam skippy it will!

No one wants a layman telling them about their issues and offering solutions if they’ve never studied any mental health discipline.  Why then do Republicans fight tooth and nail to remove all safeties from obtaining weapons with so much power that a bullet from those powerful weapons when they strike a child leaves that child unidentifiable by their parents?  Everybody of age must obtain a permit or a license to operate a motor vehicle, but to buy a weapon that kills only requires money and a handshake.

I say again.  If your spiritual leader is a Republican politician you’re hopelessly lost as I’m not talking to you no more than I’m talking to a doorknob.  I’m speaking to American voters while there is time.  What’s the old saying from Martin Niemoller, “Then they came for me and there was no one left to speak for me”.  Oh they’re just killing the Black folks.  Oh they’re just killing the Hispanic folks.  Oh the news media keeps saying these dictators are ‘strong’ because they kill old women and old men walking with canes or sitting in wheelchairs.  As long as they’re not killing White children, White women, and White men they’re okay.

Do you want the killings to continue?  Do you want it to stop?  It’s as simple as that.  Frankly I don’t care if Republicans have told White people they are the ‘RULERS OF THE WHOLE WORLD’.  Are you okay with the hatred they are promoting?  Please (drag out that pleaseeee).  If you think for a second you will escape judgment for supporting hatred you are sadly mistaken.  Like we say in the Black neighborhood ‘You better ask somebody?’  There are only two choices and it’s been ‘two’ choices since God established his universe.  You either move toward what’s right or be judged by what’s wrong.

I’m on record.  Killing children is WRONG!  If you vote to keep anybody in office that is okay with children blown apart by high velocity gunfire, then you will answer for it on the day of your judgment with your Republicans.  From the Authorized King James Version of the Holy Bible, Luke 17:2…’It were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he cast into the sea, than that he should offend one of these little ones.’  Yes!  You offend children when you allow them to be slaughtered!

As I’ve stated, ‘The Devil is not your Judge.  You are not your Judge.  God is your Judge.’  Think you’re not responsible for continuing this blasphemous outrage against humanity itself.  I hope you accept your judgment when God hands it down.  Master race huh?  White power huh?  The American Civil War was about States right huh?  Tell yourself whatever you want to tell yourself.  Keep saying it when God says he never knew you.  All the skins and grins from your power mad buddies won’t matter then I promise you that.  Laugh then.


Let me first apologize to the United States Army because it is not my intention to reveal secrets and combat tactics.  That young man in Texas had more ammo than what the military calls a basic combat load.  That’s all I will say about that.  Second, when you hear the Republicans say, ‘teachers should be armed it is to dismiss will callous insignificance the lives of anybody harmed by their flooding weapons into our society’.  

The military trains constantly with weapons and without weapons.  Simulators, blanks, tactical exercises and proficiency standards must be met.  Tell me when will teachers spend time for this?  Are the Republicans saying we should have in school gun ranges?  Teachers should have an M4 and ‘combat load’ strapped across their chest?  What?  Tell me what needs to happen Republicans?  All you have Republicans is your jibber-jabber employed to soothe those citizens who never gave a dam about themselves or anyone else.  All those people want is more human suffering.  That’s the sick crowd the Republicans play to.

If I’m wrong show me evidence.  Until then I’ll stand in front of children and take whatever blows the Republicans throw at me.

Written by:  Victor E. Moseley






This digital periodical will question the ridiculous nature of those in power constantly trying to convince us they have our best interests at heart.  Thinking the worse about those you govern won’t endear them to you.  Being fawned over by those with paid access is not flattery Senators and Congress members.  Manipulating the haters and the willfully ignorant among the citizenry to trouble people who’ve done them no harm blots your soul.  I have witnessed God’s word in truth as he seeth that everybody’s day will come…

Article 6:  Tell Me What Do I Do Now Senator and Congressman?

Forgive me my loyal readers for what I have to do in this digital edition of Political Theater.  Woefully inadequate, void of the smallest indication of human compassion, a bunker that drowns out the cry and tears of those loved and lost by senseless gun violence.  The Republican Party didn’t get that way without the help of both the Right-Wing and the Left-Leaning Media powerhouses.  The evidence is there in the questions they ask.  

Are you serious?  Asking a politician to comment on a school shooting is like buffalo hunting.  I mean the smallest weapon isn’t going to miss such a massive target.  Duh!  So media, stop with the routine slamming cameras in the face of politicians while asking trifling get out of jail free questions!  Seems to me a reasonable American could deduce that the media is ‘part of the problem’ just as much as politicians are the ‘cause of the problem’ with the flow of guns in America.

Here are some of the questions I would ask and feel free to join in.  ‘So what do I do now Senator.  Go home and wait for my son or daughter to brought to me in a body bag?’  ‘My home is quiet now Senator or Congressman.  What is a good substitute for the laughter, joy, screaming, yelling my child blessed my home with every day?’  ‘What do I say to comfort my child who has just seen a friend grasp for their last breath as blood filled their collapsing lungs?’

‘Senator how do I restore the faith my sons and daughters had in their Mothers and Fathers ability to keep them safe in their innocence?’  ‘Senator how do I tell my child who is now afraid to leave the house that the world is not a bad place?’  ‘Senator tell me what to do now?’  ‘Senator tell me how my child can erase this trauma from their lives?’

Media.  You all are part if not complicit in the creation of this perversion of life for America’s children.  Don’t try that.  Don’t try to act as if you are not in it for the money and money period!  Please don’t do that.  Just like you all (the MEDIA) thought it was funny hyping up ‘strongmen’ in your terminology because they go into nursing homes killing women.  Strongmen going into nursing homes knocking out crippled bedridden old men.  Slaughtering children as they follow their mothers while balling their eyes out.  Oh, media, you have so much to reckon with.  By the way, comparing yourselves to FOX NEWS doesn’t cleanse you of your sins.  No no no.

Americans, you’re part of the problem.  You elected Republicans at every level of government to give you this perversion of the ‘Great Society’.  Keep asking your officials ‘kindergarten’ level questions and this ‘reality’ will continue.  Ask them to explain ‘Why this is my new normal and how do I bring happiness and joy back into my home as your inability to address gun violence has created my new ‘reality’’.

Otherwise, just keep this ‘POLITICAL THEATER’ sanctioned.  Oh, you didn’t know that’s what you were doing each time you elect people who are shielded from the consequences of their actions or should I say ‘inaction’.  What Can I Do Indeed?

Written by:  Victor E. Moseley




Mother Se’May Sayer:  The ARC of Time

Season 2:  Episode 10:  My Role Is…


(When am I going to stop running from every facet of my life?  Huh?  Tell me when will I embrace all the complex, necessary and ordered parts my training begs me to embrace.  When will I accept the decree laid upon my name?  Mother is struck or presently awash in knowledge after every session with the ARC Council.  This time she feels like the information from multiple sessions held weeks apart have begun to flow in a cascade across her mind.  The intent of it she can only imagine is to speed up her learning.  Make her absorb the information internally at a faster rate.  Mother feels a spiritual presence is unsatisfied with how things are going.

Who is she helping?  Have those interactions resulted in tangible or measurable results that are needed to spread forth a better world.  Mother long ago knew her presence was being looked over.  Like a parent watching the children playing in the yard through the front window of the home.  There would by necessity be a ‘charge’ placed on her life which she knew comes with the wisdom and knowledge she asked to usefully possess.  

All of this wisdom and knowledge doesn’t come with an instruction manual or complete disclosure.  She has long gotten past that truth.  What Mother just recently has begun to understand is she has got to practice with some of this stuff like a team comprised of different position players.  How all members of a team work together so their ‘roles’ externally and internally present a unified sense of purpose.

Mother now understands more of the old phrases like ‘A woman’s heart is full of secrets’.  She releases her guilt and ignorance about this point immediately.  Now I know what I must do she says.  I have to take from the parts of myself I’m not using at that moment to have the energy needed to address current conditions.  I can’t keep my mind on one thing or allow it to wander if the situation doesn’t call for it.  I have to always remain adaptable.  There’s that ‘military training’ rising to the surface again.  Mother thinks ‘man if I could just recognize what I needed to know a little sooner’.  

Mother quickly squashes such ‘would a should a could a’ thinking with joyful relief that she has unlocked some chains from her mind all by herself…).

Mother Sayer:  What do I need to focus on today. (Mother sets her thoughts on what is the most pressing piece of business she will have to address to start off the week).

Sarah W. Certainty:  I believe the mentoring business is starting to show a profit.

Mother Sayer:  Ha Ha that’s funny Sarah.

Sarah W. Certainty:  All jokes delivered I’d say I may have been wrong about a few of your people.  Oakli and O’Woh are still projects for sure, but the way you came at them keeps me coming here daily.

Mother Sayer:  Oh, why?

Sarah W. Certainty:  When you said you weren’t a ‘Colonialist’ that struck my senses.  I’ve never been at a company where the owner didn’t want to exploit the wage earners at the bottom of the ledger. 

Mother Sayer:  The balance sheet mentality is still the top priority at all companies I’m sure.  What about growing the business?  I believe this is the flaw in many companies how they look at growing or expanding their market.

Sarah W. Certainty:  I know a little bit about expanding territory, but the way I’ve seen it done is probably not the way that is in your textbooks.

Mother Sayer:  The way your father did it.

Sarah W. Certainty:  I’m not talking about the crap shown in the movies where killing counts for expanding your grip on the market.  Markets that are already established are markets you don’t need to cultivate.

Mother Sayer:  Persuading the people who control those markets to play ball with you made more sense than killing them right?

Sarah W. Certainty:  I see you’ve had some upbringing around some dark corners in the world.

Mother Sayer:  My father is Ableman Sayer.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Just ‘checking on learning’ is how you say it in the Army right?

Mother Sayer: (Mother nods.).  Go on you have my attention.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Nowadays even the ‘underworld’ relies on market research.  Can’t know if going into business with somebody is worth the effort if the organization being run is slipshod.  Name is everything in that business because it can keep you alive in every way, or it can have you looking at the clock knowing time is not on your side.

Mother Sayer:  Time in what you’re talking about is one of your guys giving you up to the cops.  Keeping the exact details of the organization privy to a select few.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Yes right, but the most important thing is what you said a while ago.  You’re not a ‘Colonialist’.  In the underworld you have to pay your people well.  That’s why a drug dealer stays in that so-called profession.  He is making money he knows McDonald’s couldn’t come close to paying.  

Mother Sayer:  I know this.  While elite entertainment media types love to demonize drug dealers they always report it in ways that keeps them looking shall I say ‘heroic’ by the way they characterize drug dealers.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Are you looking to mentor someone in the drug trade now?

Mother Sayer:  No, I’ve told myself the truth a long time ago concerning drug dealers and their buyers.  

Sarah W. Certainty:  Can’t help them all can you?

Mother Sayer:  There is help for people struggling with substance use disorders.  The facts are still such that if they are 18 and over they got to seek the help.  Children are a different deal as parents can force them into treatment.  No I don’t spend my time worrying about grown people and the decisions they have the right to make.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Can I get an Amen sister?

Mother Sayer:  Amen sister.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Back to how my father did it was multifaceted I would say.  He used many approaches for many different communities if you get my meaning.

Mother Sayer:  Where Black communities would not allow a White Italian slinging on its’ street corners no more than were the opposite to happen.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Good, so you identify necessarily the strongest physically amongst Black drug dealers to sell your products.  You’d still want to have somebody capable of independent and rational thought.

Mother Sayer:  Self-explanatory I’d suppose, but what about people with violent reps?  I’m sure your father didn’t go into neighborhoods with say Russians and demand they work for him right?

Sarah W. Certainty:  The Europeans required an approach they were familiar with.  Violence.  My father let them know that the difference between them was that he or his men wouldn’t be doing any of the dying.  The Russians would be doing that, and he told them how it was going to go, and he let them decide.

Mother Sayer:  Your father, Don Se’Stone, could play different roles depending on the who was in front of him sort of like ‘situational awareness’ the Army taught me.

Sarah W. Certainty:  That’s what you need to do more of.  You can be tough with the ones here you think need it, but what face are you going to show to suppliers and the like?

Mother Sayer:  My role should not be ‘static’ in the face of complex challenges you say?  It should be kinetic?

Sarah W. Certainty:  I going to say something you might not like.  I know we discussed Laine Goone in the past after you got your daughter back.  The reason you got played was because of that.  You didn’t see him coming because you were unprepared.  He smelled you up over the phone long before sizing you up in front of him.

Mother Sayer:  You’re right Sarah that can’t happen again.  That’s not the reason I’ve been reluctant to pull the trigger on new business alliances.  It is for that reason I didn’t know the ‘lay of the land’ before I began traversing it.  I’ve been putting in more time studying people from all walks of life.

Sarah W. Certainty:  I must give it to you.  Consistency is one of your strong points.  Truth also as lying to yourself won’t score you any points on the field of business as we both know you’re playing to win.

Mother Sayer:  Ain’t that the truth.  Did your mother help him like give him some pointers?  By the way how is Sparklett?

Sarah W. Certainty:  She is fine as ever, and I do mean beautiful.

Mother Sayer:  She has that alluring presence I show wish I had.  I’d say that’s that Italian blood in her from the homeland.

Sarah W. Certainty:  I do have beautiful parents which I’m also glad to be truly loved.  Even more I appreciate the fact they poured a little of that wisdom, strength and presence in the room over my head.

Mother Sayer:  Parents that are strong don’t transfer that strength in ways that most people think they could.  The child has to open say a path to allow the parents’ energy a way in.  Every child won’t get it Sarah.

Sarah W. Certainty:  So you’re saying I’m old school?  I’d say that’s correct.  I looked at it more or less that way.  I had two powerful forces that created me, and I wanted to get a line installed with the quickness so that I could feed from them until I’m fully charged.

Mother Sayer:  Someday you knew you had to disconnect that direct line and sustain your own energy source.  You. What drives who you are and would it have the capacity for self-sustainment.  The energy within you to produce more energy to pursue new and exciting interests than just living day to day.

Sarah W. Certainty:  What matters right?

Mother Sayer:  I can’t just be thought of as a mother or be put in the category of businesswoman.  That’s just not good enough for me.  That’s why I push everybody to achieve greatness in every facet of their lives.  My role will not be defined by other people.  I will not be restricted in the things that I know I can do.

Sarah W. Certainty:  That’s why you put some of your people in authority just to see them struggle, fail, achieve what?

Mother Sayer:  I thought for the longest my father was crazy.  Crazy in my limited understanding at the time he started instructing me.  Nothing was off limits for me.  I of course was respectful.  He corrected my leanings toward complacency when the pace of instruction was numbing.  He kept me shocked and inspired enough to get me through rough patches.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Like a child discovering sex for the first time.

Mother Sayer:  Right.  He blew through my shock and awe.  One thing he taught me I still shake when I recall it is how grateful I am that he laid it before me.  Sarah he said, “The Devil is not you judge.  You are not your judge.  God is your judge in all three manifestations of what is Holy”.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Sort of like the Catholics use the priests to shield them from their actions.

Mother Sayer:  Yes.  I learned for myself many things beyond his teachings in the area of spirituality.  Most of the people preaching things about God don’t have a clue what they’re saying or affirming.  I’ve come across a lot of people taking as doctrine all what they hear in their so-called church settings.  

Sarah W. Certainty:  I see we’re going to have another one of those long mornings in conversation.

Mother Sayer:  Are they starting to wane for you?  No longer enjoyable?

Sarah W. Certainty:  Absolutely not.  It is time for motherly love and may I make the point I always feel more grounded afterwards.  Our talks bring us closer together as family.

Mother Sayer:  That is so true for me also.

Sarah W. Certainty:  You were saying the error of some people taking as gospel the word of some low grade teachers.

Mother Sayer:  I don’t get it Sarah.  A young fool sitting alone on the internet consuming things totally destructive to their psych is one thing.  The adults are the ones that are peculiar to me no matter how I turn over their blind loyalty to a cause.  They keep coming back for more.  It’s like a stupid soldier lighting a cigarette on a dark battlefield.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Letting the enemy know their position and where to train their firepower.  The heart of the one they’re following they care not to know.  Some people totally ignore the lessons of tragedy.  History shows that the majority of the dangers we face approaches us cloaked in darkness.

Mother Sayer:  That is why I’ve sought out the tough topics for answers all my life.  I was never treated with kid gloves by Mister Sayer.  My father kept pouring it on.  He taught on a level that was age appropriate, but once I got into my teen years he didn’t hold back anything.  I handled it or I didn’t that’s what he said.  So this is who I am and I’m not going to make myself smaller because somebody else can’t handle my strength.  

Sarah W. Certainty:  Come at me Bro?

Mother Sayer:  That’s right.  I live downrange and I will stay there.  Let me tell you something else about me.  I was around my father as he exposed me to many situations that would make a normal person seek shelter for their mind.  I absorbed everything about those circumstances.  You know what changed in me as a result?

Sarah W. Certainty:  Tell me.

Mother Sayer:  The blankets dropped from my head as I lay in bed at night.  I know that look.  Just listen.  All human beings have thoughts pass their minds and we both know some of them look to torment us.  Life is scary if you’re not learning the tools needed to defend yourself.  I don’t like being at a disadvantage to anyone physically, spiritually or mentally!

Sarah W. Certainty:  So you want to be prepared at all times.  That’s why you want to be a mentor so much.  Wait for a second.  Have you ever started to cross a bridge and halfway across you doubted getting to the other end?

Mother Sayer:  Yes of course.  I have you with me now because of one of my failures.  You are the best thing that came from dealing with that knucklehead Mister Goone.

Sarah W. Certainty:  I heard my father and mother talking about you and your dad.  This union has changed my life forever as well.

Mother Sayer:  The Army contributed to much of my presence in ways of command and control.  Dealing with people while part of a team.  Putting everybody in the best position possible commensurate with their skill set.  All the while not letting people escape the difficulties of their jobs because they on purpose shy away from increased levels of responsibility.

Sarah W. Certainty:  I can surely testify to that.  If you work here you won’t be hiding in a corner thinking you’ll go unnoticed.

Mother Sayer:  Status check now Sarah.  All the marbles in the bag.  Life is always 90 plus  percent from the neck up.  I’m going to tell you something else from another source of wisdom and knowledge you know I turn to for clarity.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Victor.  You’re talking about Victor right?

Mother Sayer:  Correct.  In one of the best counseling he gave me was about religion.  He asked me if I sat in a church and a so-called preacher was orating from the pulpit would I believe him or her word for word without question?  I had to say yes because that’s what I was taught to do at the time. 

Sarah W. Certainty:  I suppose it should if you thought it helped you in some way.  You were probably taught to accept it as helpful.

Mother Sayer:  That’s where we all get it so wrong.  Victor said if you’re going to be fed again metaphorically in the spirit which is unseen, then shouldn’t you receive something that you can keep down.  In order words something your body could process so it could become part of you?

Sarah W. Certainty:  So in other words you’re comparing a spiritual message to a good meal that is meant to stay down?

Mother Sayer:  Honestly I blindly followed the message of a lot of preachers because I assumed they knew what they were talking about.  I didn’t put two and two together until I started talking to Victor.  If I couldn’t keep food down for whatever reason I know it’s coming back up or the toilet is about to have a visitor.

Sarah W. Certainty:  You ignored the response to the mental health part of your body which started to show outwardly in trying to live or do good things off bad input.  Feeling like you still had a full belly even though you just threw up the crap that wasn’t sitting well with you.

Mother Sayer:  I am impressed Sarah.  I see you’ve spent a lot of time contemplating the essence of things.  The metaphysical I should say.  It is often the invisible but divisible things that always seem to have a high rate of success against us.  The good we decide to do gets polluted by our inability to tell what is good and evil.

Sarah W. Certainty:  I do believe all of us start with say a basic understanding about life.  Family, obedience, right and wrong are a few things we get early lessons on.  Life starts to get serious before we reach adulthood for sure.

Mother Sayer:  That’s where Victor feels strongly the worst lessons are learned.  He suffered or should I say groped through many dark patches in his younger years.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Parents, teachers and preachers weren’t up to the task for him am I right?

Mother Sayer:  Amen Sister Victor would say, and not because he wishes to condemn their emptiness of knowledge to answer his many inquiries.  He would condemn their apathy in acquiring the knowledge in order to answer his questions.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Isn’t the common refrain given to why parents of his generation didn’t care to answer his questions was that ‘they were born in difficult times’?

Mother Sayer:  Yeah.  Momma or Daddy couldn’t read or write or whatever stupid reason he said they always gave him.  The adults never failed to render an excuse why they couldn’t answer him.  Everybody just seemed to accept the fact nobody had any answers.

Sarah W. Certainty:  That never satisfied your friend did it?

Mother Sayer:  That man is relentless in his quest to always render an answer.  He says if a client comes to him he can very well tell in the first meeting where the problem lies.  When tough questions never receive consumable answers the results are that mental injuries never receive the healing care they deserve.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Being somebody that has consumable answers is very important to you I see.  You know there are people that will choose to be ignorant.  They like being ignorant because it causes disruption and will likely keep them in the spot they feel most comfortable.

Mother Sayer:  Exactly.  I’m in no way making a case to convince them otherwise.  I do have an answer for them when they groan about their lives to me.  That the life you are living is the one you want.  Change it if it’s not.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Some people have lives they had nothing to do in creating as far as the social status they enjoy.  Some people live in poverty, and it is okay with them as well.  Can they receive instruction from you?

Mother Sayer:  Knowledge is always there for those that seek it.  I’m going to include much of what we discussed today into television and movies from the media department.  No I’m not worried if some will reject my philosophical moanings.  I have a feeling there are a lot of people that are yearning for something that makes sense.  Something they can keep down and hopefully can become a part of them.

———————1st Interlude—————-

Sarah W. Certainty:  All of what you said sounds incomplete.  I know there is something else you want to say.

Mother Sayer:  I would be disappointed in you if you didn’t catch that.  Black folks remember the meaning of family.  Family has clear mandates.  Relationships mean you know the people you’re spending your life with.  When they are good and when they aren’t so good.

Sarah W. Certainty:  If family is family then the family should know when family members are struggling with something whether it be physically or mentally.

Mother Sayer:  Self-care is what it’s called.  It’s not called being a busy body or being noisy to be clear.  Knowing yourself first is the only way you will then have the space to know someone else.

Sarah W. Certainty:  I’ve seen it in my parents’ home.  My mother knew who the man was that asked her to marry him.  She was drawn to the only man that could match her energy.  My parents found each other even in the old country with all their arranged marriages.  I could tell you some stories my mother spiritly remembered confounding her father.  We’ll save such entertainment for another time.

Mother Sayer:  I can’t wait.  Self-care can be likened unto a railing that follows along or traces the steps we take.  It is something that stops the panic we feel when we lose our footing on our way to a fall.  It’s there as we grab for something to break the fall.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Because everyone has moments of real doubt about their ability to defend themselves mentally.  The common issues of life receive an amplified boost when our defenses are barely holding their own.

Mother Sayer:  Right.  It sounds simple yet when our need to for instance maintain a certain standard of living or appearances in a specific profession; the chances of harm to our mental health increases without the corresponding defenses there to address the possible outcomes.

Sarah W. Certainty:  That’s what you were saying about Victor.  He spent many years heeding the teachings of idiots until he finally accepted the truth.  The ‘shit they were spewing from their mouths was being rejected by his body’.  Sometimes coming out of ends at the same time.

Mother Sayer:  It sounds impossible that a human being would allow themselves to be deceived for so long, but the conditions are ripe for abuse when that’s the system.  Children have to taught by somebody.  Fortunately as Victor did I hit a ‘crossroad’ which crystallized an opportunity for me to make a violent course correction.

Sarah W. Certainty:  A slow right turn wasn’t going to happen huh?  No hitting the brakes to avoid a rollover for you.  No ma’am I’m going to take this corner.  Either I better stay on the road or I’m going to flip this thing.

Mother Sayer:  Precisely that Sarah.  Everyone has facets of their lives.  All of us have the capacity to change slowly or abruptly.  The facets that have been hiding behind other parts of our lives are now getting shoved to the front.  In America for far too long the mental facet of human nature was fiercely shunned.  What do you think happens as a result? 

Sarah W. Certainty:  Metaphorically it’s like restarting an engine that was gleefully allowed to rust and corrode because it was seen as a drag on the fun side of human nature.

Mother Sayer:  Careful Sarah, I will submit an application to UofL to have you awarded an honorary Doctorate in Philosophy.  Philosophy 101 when a crucial facet of humanity is neglected the ruins are enormous as the destruction lies in the path of us all.  Mental health isn’t something to play with.

Sarah W. Certainty:  I need to hear this.  Please keep going.

Mother Sayer:  I’m about done.  Have you ever noticed this about some of our troubling times?  How odd it is that the heaviest struggles come in the dark of night.  Like all our problems suddenly tap us on the shoulder after we’ve said our prayers at night.

Sarah W. Certainty:  I have felt like that before.

Mother Sayer:  That is the image I have in my head when I’m struck by those attacks to my mind.  Visualize crossing a canyon in the dead of night on a rope bridge.  Now the rope bridge symbolizes the defenses you’ve fortified to withstand the darkest of trials in your life.  What if the rope bridge is constructed of dumbass shit you learned from dumbass idiots?  

Sarah W. Certainty:  I’d say you’re in ‘trouble’.

Mother Sayer:  Let’s say you learned something from somebody that had just enough usefulness that it held up under your feet and you made it to the other side of that ‘void’.  As you were just about to step on solid ground the bridge collapsed leaving you there clinging to the rock face five feet from the top.  I would imagine you’d be kicking yourself for trusting in the advice given with assurances it would not fail you.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Pissed wouldn’t be my response.  I’d say I put myself here for consuming the shit coming out of people’s mouths who didn’t have a clue what they were talking about.

Mother Sayer:  Maybe they knew what they were saying was cow dung.  That is what I concluded long ago.  In the end responsibility lies with the individual paying good time to hear them talk.  I stop blaming other people for my decisions long ago.  Not because I stopped listening to them.  I put the ownage squarely back on me.  I needed to hone my own senses to know who can assist my deliberations when I face the issues of life. 

Sarah W. Certainty:  I wouldn’t expect you to do no less.

Mother Sayer:  Here are some of my techniques I use in those times when my state of mind is tipping precarious over a steep cliff.  I repeat a two or three word phrase like ‘Jesus wept’ or ‘More than a conqueror’.  For the moments when I feel I’m about to be defeated by my mental struggles I force one or two thoughts like that into my mind and replay it like a broken record.

Sarah W. Certainty:  What more would you say to yourself?

Mother Sayer:  I’d say ‘Se’May you cannot be defeated.  No harm will come unto you.  You are more than a conqueror’.  I’ve faced down more demons in my life to count.  For me as you know the stronger character trait I possess is the vow to never lie to myself.  It’s fantasy to think I would prevail in each trial I face just because I say so.  The strongest character trait I possess is knowing when to ask for ‘HELP’.

Sarah W. Certainty:  Know thyself.

Mother Sayer:  Proverbs 18:10…’The name of the Lord is a strong tower: the righteous runneth into it, and is safe’.  I’m not delusional.  Do I possess everything I need to walk without fear on this Earth?  No I do not.  So a reasonable person should conclude that others know things they do not.  The trick is finding the ones that possess the knowledge you need for all facets of your life.

Sarah W. Certainty:  That’s why you embrace your ‘Role’.  However you are needed for yourself and others you will endeavor to accomplish it as it is required of you.

Mother Sayer:  Experience has shown me don’t run from mental challenges if you know you must righteously face them.  Run toward them.  Closing the distance shortens the time needed to identify and solve the issue.  Last thing I would say to anyone deep in mental battles.  They don’t go away on their own. 

A broken arm could heal itself, but there is no hiding the distortion effect.


(Mother has had a day today.  She knows the conversation she just had with Sarah she wanted to have with an adequate partner on her level.  Sarah is good to her she thinks.  I hope she knows when she calls me Mother she uplifts me.  She is a good young woman.  Tested in ways many women need to be as well.  Women and men are steered away from conflict of the mind because there are not enough men and women willing to stand in the breach and learn tough knowledge.

Knowledge that can heal.  Knowledge like that requires the student to be vulnerable.  In no way am I saying it is possible for everyone that is looking to learn can learn at such levels.  That’s why I am so thankful for my father and my friendship with Victor.  Both of those men have suffered wrongfully and accepted those affronts and became stronger for them!  Preachers.  Ha, there should be a licensing course for that.  No one should be allowed to spew crap from an altar and not be responsible for its’ effects.

Standing higher up and looking down gives an erroneous impression about their skills and abilities.  I’m glad Victor doesn’t hold back with me.  I can’t imagine living for decades with bad teachings.  He has jokes for days though.  The stuff he heard he said was coming out of both ends of his body and he still didn’t know to stop eating it.  Vomiting and shitting at the same time I know I shouldn’t laugh but that couldn’t have been fun. 

One other thing I took from his talks was that it’s not about respect for the person teaching.  It is about respecting the lesson if it is a good one meant for making more good come from it.  In Colossians 4:6…Let your speech alway with grace, seasoned with salt, that ye may know how ye ought to answer every man.  

That is ‘My Role’ Mother says.  That is my commitment to whatever role is required of me to assume in this world.  I will become it no matter what it takes.)…



The STRIPES of Healing

Founding Statement:

This biweekly newsletter will seek to explain the pain and suffering mainly people of color endure through no fault of their own.  The dehumanizing excuses our people always seem to elicit from people in power that make our Christian Brothers and Sisters accept their reasoning as if it was uttered by the Almighty.  Lastly what I see with my own eyes begs the question from my conscience.  “Are we loving or can we really love our neighbor as ourselves”.

Issue 22:  Under Surveillance – Women?

I’m writing this under great mental restraint because marveling at what’s about to happen to women by men as these proposals will erase all stalking laws across the entire country.  Republicans are now writing and passing laws that will put millions of women under the eye of not just State governments by the worst example of my species, man.  These scumbags will now be right there next to the woman as she sits on the exam table with her legs wide open.  These stalkers will probably be conducting the exam!  You don’t believe me?  Show me the text of these laws, and then tell me it’s not possible for these ‘men’ these stalkers to not be able to perform these medical procedures.

Stalkers will now have the ability to approve or disapprove birth control.  Women now have to get all their healthcare approved by men.  If men don’t have the time or it will intrude on males enjoying their lives, then women will have to wait until men have the time to pay attention to women’s healthcare.  When men have the time for women period!  Women will now have to catch men in a good mood.  Doctors will now post signs outside their offices telling women ‘if you don’t have a signed consent from a man you will not be allowed to seek healthcare’.

In other words, if your stalker, your man or off and on man is unwilling to give a woman consent; then by law a woman will not be seen by a doctor!  I’m writing this post under ‘COLORED PEOPLE’ because women have seen and tasted of the same struggle that colored people in America experienced for centuries.  Women, just because you feel the time isn’t there for you to fight for your rights I strongly suggest sitting down and pull a history book from the shelf.  Scrum quickly through the text and don’t just read the words or scan the pictures.  Imagine what their lives meant.  Imagine not being able to fully realize your purpose.

Women, imagine being seen only as a ‘sack of cells’ neatly joined for the sole purpose of procreation.  Women, imagine not being seen as God said in Genesis 2:18…an help meet?  Women, imagine for a moment if all women stopped diminishing their purpose?  Let me be clear by what God meant in an ‘help meet’.  God is saying in a union of man and woman they both are crucial and equal partners in their shared success!  In the event a woman chooses not to be joined to a man then she is still a formidable force to be reckoned with.  Get that foolishness out of your heads women on a man saying because he has the greater muscle mass his contribution is more important!  Women I’m not saying you can play in the NFL.  Let’s keep it real now.

Now single women or all women in a relationship or not have the same standing as a man in a relationship or not.  Listen to me women.  With or without a man you are powerful and equal in any setting a man as humanly possible.  Women, I’m squarely in your corner, but I can’t do it all for you.  Women must stop cutting each other off at the knees.  Stop getting into inane arguments over the ideal representation of a woman.  Let every woman chose for themselves but let the woman that desires a career be celebrated fully amongst you.  In Ecclesiastes 4:12…’a threefold cord is not quickly broken’.  Got to stick together women!

Women your ‘DAY OF RECKONING’ is upon you!  If you give up the right to seek abortion then you give up all your rights.  A cursory review of history will show you if my words aren’t persuasive enough.  No, men cannot secure your rights.  I’m sorry but that’s not the case and it never was.  Colored people fought for their rights and demanded laws be written to prove them!  Women, stop that.  You know what I’m talking about.  Stop believing that somebody else will make sure you’re protected.

Apologies again.  Recent conflicts to include World War II, Korean Conflict, Vietnam, Afghanistan have the same truth immersed throughout them all.  The people of those nations chose to rebel against tyranny.  The outcomes in all of them were inevitable.  The people of each land accepted their outcomes.  Women you can say war is not happening, but when it comes to women’s rights I’d say you’re missing the big picture.

Women, you had better get suited and booted because when one stronghold falls all of your strongholds are weakened.  Abortion today.  Birth control tomorrow.  Cancer treatment if it harms your ability to get pregnant denied.  Participating in clinical studies if it harms your reproductive system women, you will be barred from participation.  If a woman wants to travel and it is deemed too risky you will be restricted.  Smoking will be outlawed for women.  Consuming alcohol will be outlawed.  

These ‘stalkers’ and these ‘so-called men’ sure are looking out for you aren’t they women?  Keep saying well the right to abortion I’ll let them take it.  They won’t seek to take any more of my rights.  Will they?  I’m sure they won’t.  At least I’m hoping they don’t.  Famous last words.


Give Me That Ole Time What?

Declaration of Humanity 4.0…This founding statement is different.  This one is being written in clarification of an ongoing threat of fear that ‘evil’ seems to offer more rewards than ‘good’ ever will, and more overtly the verbal Christians are flocking more openly to evils promise of fortune.  While this trend is alarming I must counter with this fact.  Evil has never gone out of season in America.  Good is more than a match for evil, but the righteousness of good can only be activated from a straight line.  What is that straight line you ask?  It is the center of every human beings’ known universe.  If it is straight it is a ‘Heartline’.  A heartline from the heart to the soul because when our heart stops our deeds will be called into account.  The ‘JUDGE’ will know what you did and not what you meant to do…

ISSUE 3:  The ‘Acts’ Of Immoral Leaders Fall On Us All…

Sadly these writings demanded of me still affect me in a sense that the repetitive nature of them causes my emotional confidence in all humanity to dip sharply.  Nonetheless I must fulfill the requirements set upon my role.  Luke Chapter 23 starts the first revelations of immoral leadership, and how we all suffer under each decision when it is rendered.  Pilate found no fault, blame, infraction, guilt, wrongdoing known, unknown or witnessed by anyone accusing Jesus.  Pilate wanted to release him as was customary one person convinced of crime at the feast.

The people demanded Barabbas be released who had committed ‘sedition’ (that’s familiar these days) and murder.  Stop right there.  Returning to this point in a minute I will, but first I want to back up to Pontius Pilate sending Jesus to King Herod who was in Jerusalem at the same time.  King Herod met Jesus and tried to speak with Jesus, but Jesus didn’t speak or answer King Herod one word.  Funny thing about that meeting was Jesus knew King Herod slept with Herodias his brother Philip’s wife.  John the Baptist forbid King Herod and told him to stop doing it for it was wrong.

While Jesus was still under arrest, modern term, Governor Pontius Pilate of Jerusalem met with King Herod and made friends.  One leader was moral, and the other was not.  I’ll let you so-called evangelical Christians figure out which one was moral.  Frankly looking lately at President Trump I’ll bet good money so-called evangelical Christians would say King Herod was the moral man.  

Now starting up again with humanity releasing Barabbas back into the world with his demonic acts in tow.  By a show of hands is it important that human beings be certain, I mean those that have the power to judge, to be dam sure if the accused is guilty of a crime?  That’s why some elected officials don’t have a problem with people undermining our country.  Sedition anyone?  That’s why some elected officials are flooding our streets with guns under the guise of gun rights.  Murder anyone?  That’s why some elected officials supported a former President that behaved with disdain toward women.  Adultery anyone?  It’s all a successful campaign pushed by Republicans for decades.  Celebration anyone?

Yes, standing up to King Herod cost John the Baptist his head.  The mob crucified Jesus thus fulfilling his duty to the Father.  All these Jesus name throwers couldn’t care less about right and wrong.  I have said it before on my site and I’ll say it forever.  America was not founded on Christian principles.  America was not founded on God.  That’s an insult to all believers in a spiritual high being.  Christians don’t enslave people and then put it in writing enslaved people are 3/5 of another race.  Christians don’t rape little girls and women and explain it away as property rights.  Christians don’t marry a woman and sleep with other women while saying they have respect for the institution of marriage.

I’ll tell you right now the only reason I believe America endures is by the prayers for mercy from spiritual leaders of all faiths in this country.  Very few people in my beliefs are heard by God.  These few believers are the only thing in my belief that God allows to give account of America.  All these clowns standing up in so-called churches spewing hatred for centuries.  Now they don’t want their history of hate to be known so everyone can see for themselves their legacies.  Stop thinking that just because somebody goes to church God will spare us all.  God is only listening to a very few souls and none of them belong to the so-called religious right.  No?  Well you didn’t read none of the words I’ve written before this sentence.

We know now that the people of this country can’t be trusted in choosing a leader of morals all the time.  President Trump has thrown all that out the window.  If a so-called evangelical Christian tells you Trump was or ever was a moral man you know that person worships at the ‘Church of Power’.  1 John 2:4 says when someone does not speak the truth he is a liar, and the truth was never in him.  Sound familiar ‘EvanDevicals’?

That is why President Vladimir Putin of Russia will answer for his crime against the sovereignty of Ukrainian people and her leader President Zelensky.  I’m not going to embarrass so-called evangelical Christians again by asking them to choose between Zelensky or Putin who is the moral leader.  I already know they would fail that test.  

Give me that ole time what?

Written by:  Victor E. Moseley




Preamble:  The Creator’s Diversity

The ones who hold the power tell the story.  The quote went something like that.  Make peace with that truth and let’s move on to how power can wreck a weak mind.  When the King eats from the same soil and drinks from the same pond how then did humankind conclude that denying these basic truths could unify us all?  How the realization of what power brings to those that possess it can influence human beings that are weak of spirit.  When their spirit is enticed to commit acts of evil when those in power that are evil hearted require it of them.  The Creator gifted his diverse creation carefully. The care he intended has been perverted by one race intent on maintaining their power instead of sharing it as we share the land, water and the air.  America is that experiment.  May I say it has never reached its full potential because she (Motherly pronoun) has never loved all her children.

Issue 6:  Mayday! Mayday! Mayday!

My life gets better with each purchase and usage of modern appliances and city services like water, electricity and garbage pickup serves me well.  Every once in awhile though life gets interrupted by inconveniences.  What do I mean by that?  Right now my kitchen sink went kablooey.  Thankfully I don’t get frustrated anymore when that happens.  Tonight as I was running water from my bathtub into a big pot to heat on the stove and pour in the sink for dishwashing I lamented being inconvenienced.  Then something else came across my mind.  I wonder if this is what my ancestors thought about chugging water back from wells to cook, clean and wash themselves.  Maybe they just did what they needed to do every day to live a decent life.

That was all it took for me to let go of my arrogance of why I’m being inconvenienced.  Which reminded me that I should be thankful and not frustrated by this temporary disruption of my daily routine.  I still have the ability which I never lost to replace my kitchen sink and return to my normal routine in a few days.  When will women and men wake up and understand that if you believe life is a joke ‘you’ll always receive the PUNCH-LINE’.

For Republicans this is just the beginning.  Citizens current and soon to be I can accept being inconvenienced by things created by human beings because I know some of them will break down.  The fact that appliances need replacement or repair is part of the deal.  I’m an older Black man born in Birmingham, Alabama taught everything about human rights and how one race of people, White people, made all the rules which still is a recipe for disaster.  Having rights denied or flagrantly squandering them are one in the same.  Can you say ‘VOTE’ now anyone?

Oh, this is a good saying.  Republicans make poor people work and keep them off of welfare.  Name the last 10 Federal tax cuts and then tell me who benefited the most from them the ‘Rich or the Poor’?  Oh, I see some lightbulbs going off behind a lot of eyes.  Abortion is just the beginning.  Interracial marriage will be outlawed.  Marriage equality will be struck down.  There are challenges to the 14th Amendment under way hint hint President Obama.  The very nature of who can be a called a citizen will be challenged.  Black people will again be 3/5 of a white man.  It will be reinstated in the Constitution.  I know this is radical, but I believe we’ll even have Republicans put up laws reclaiming lost income from purchased slaves that were suddenly freed.

So every voter in America can keep on ‘excusing by explaining’ the egregious nature of denying rights to women and men.  I will begin my campaign today.  Democrats are for the ‘FEAST’ and Republicans are for the ‘FAMINE’.  Takers are never satisfied I’m telling you.  I’ve come across a lot of them in my 55 years of life.  Republicans are good at it because they have voters that excuse them.  We have a saying in the Black community.  ‘You slow you blow’ meaning ‘you either pay attention or you lose out’.  Don’t whine and complain when every seat at the table is filled.

Looks like a lot of ‘whining and complaining’ going on in America right now.  Too bad huh?  You should’ve been paying more attention women.  Women, you know you did this to yourself right?  Keep voting for whomever you choose.  I’m voting Democrats.  I strongly suggest you do the same!

Oh, I’m sorry one more thing.  I just can’t let this go without my two-cents worth.  Now the United States Supreme Court denies rights because they weren’t written in the U.S. Constitution over 200 years ago?  To take from the phrase a lot in the media are saying about ‘trigger laws’ snapping back into place denying abortion in many states.  The United States then should ‘snap back’ to horses and buggies.  Wood teeth and 40 year life expectancy.  Here it is women I’m going to say it.  Women should be treated as property again with zero rights and no control over their own bodies.  

Oh sorry, Republicans already beat me to it.

Written by:  Victor E. Moseley


Forgive me but I can’t finish without saying this.  Women, why somebody got to tell you something is coming and it’s going to be bad for you to believe it?  Women, why do you then get mad at the people (Democrats) that told you it was coming?  Women, why everything bad has to become reality before you take action?  Women, why do you think Republicans have your best interest at heart when they have shown time and time again they could give a rats’ ass less?

Why is why we’re where we are right now.  Honestly I don’t feel sorry for a single woman right now.  Again women have made this day happen, and I’m telling you this is only the beginning ladies.  Why somebody got to holler at you to get you to listen?  I’ve scolded women enough now I will offer solutions.

Figure out every candidate for office where they stand on women’s rights and spread the word through your circles.  Don’t listen to what they say in the street.  Look at their political party and how they’ve treated women as well.  I don’t care if every joker running for office goes to your church put him or her through the ‘wringer’.  Women I feel the ground giving way under your feet.  Keep saying ‘aww it’s just a heavy truck passing on the road’.  If you say so.